Crush wil always b crush…….
June 12, 2005 by jkpooh
dear diary…wel wel….
time flies.. its had been 1 wk tat i went back 2 old place…. ammm hw e feelin?? wel shouldnt i b v hapi?? wel of coz hapi coz nt as busy as here.. bt den a bit out of place coz no matter wat im stil an intruder…….. wel.. kind of strange feelin bah..
of coz i also dn wan 2 stay 2 long there coz i scared tat i wil b 2 comfortable n dn wish 2 gt out of e comfort zone.. wel…
bt actuali is nice 2 b out 4 a while…
wel.. give myself a break frm e busy place n also give myself a break frm him….
wel.. although i knw i wil miss him wen i dn gt 2 c him.. bt den hearin so much negative point of him… make me wonder… if i wk w him n experience all e nonsense from him cn i take it?? mayb i wil hate him instead of …. wel… smtime i reali wonder n tin is it god’s wil tat pull me out durin tis period so i reduce my contact w him… givin me a chance nt 2 fall in 2 deep n keeps e sweet memories tat we had… wel strange rt?? anyway i wil juz leave all 2 heaven’s wil..
wel… anyway he wil nt b ard soon.. so wel .. i juz hope tat i wont miss him….. coz no matter wat crush wil juz b crush… as long as i dn gt 2 deep it wil b easy for me 2 gt out rt??
hehe
all e best 2 him n also me….
jiayou pooh……
time flies.. its had been 1 wk tat i went back 2 old place…. ammm hw e feelin?? wel shouldnt i b v hapi?? wel of coz hapi coz nt as busy as here.. bt den a bit out of place coz no matter wat im stil an intruder…….. wel.. kind of strange feelin bah..
of coz i also dn wan 2 stay 2 long there coz i scared tat i wil b 2 comfortable n dn wish 2 gt out of e comfort zone.. wel…
bt actuali is nice 2 b out 4 a while…
wel.. give myself a break frm e busy place n also give myself a break frm him….
wel.. although i knw i wil miss him wen i dn gt 2 c him.. bt den hearin so much negative point of him… make me wonder… if i wk w him n experience all e nonsense from him cn i take it?? mayb i wil hate him instead of …. wel… smtime i reali wonder n tin is it god’s wil tat pull me out durin tis period so i reduce my contact w him… givin me a chance nt 2 fall in 2 deep n keeps e sweet memories tat we had… wel strange rt?? anyway i wil juz leave all 2 heaven’s wil..
wel… anyway he wil nt b ard soon.. so wel .. i juz hope tat i wont miss him….. coz no matter wat crush wil juz b crush… as long as i dn gt 2 deep it wil b easy for me 2 gt out rt??
hehe
all e best 2 him n also me….
jiayou pooh……
