where is my happiness????
October 11, 2005 by jkpooh
wat is hapiness?? or where is my hapiness…
tis is e question tat is always in my mind.. mayb i juz hidden it 2 wel… coz without tinin.. u wont realise n stil e process of probin again rt???
wel… life for me nw is….
its full of stressess… b it work or families…
wel i wonder is it wat god wan me 2 overcome.. i reali hope i could.. if nt mayb i wil b like my frien’s mum….. wel..
smtime im reali loss.. wat i wanted… amm i guess tis is e qn i had been askin myself for long long time… stil searchin hard for e ans… jia you.. i knw 1 day i wil b able to fin it…
wel…. work.. hai.. pple see e superfical side of it… who reali knws im actuali nt enjoyin n unhapi abt it… bt den wat 2 do.. since im in tis state i reali hav 2 endure n pull thru.. watever tat persn say is rubbish n craps.. wat e hell.. bcoz she is nt us… n also its so easy 2 talk den do… so.. wat 2 do…. wat 2 do is e onli tin i could say bah…..
finali moved to e new icu… wel.. so tired 2 b involved in it… bt wat 2 do.. no contribution.. therefore hav 2 do smtin even at e expense of our own time.. it doesnt matter whether any1 reali appreciate.. as long as our conscience is clear tats it.. i dn owe any1 anytin……
i havnt been workin at e new icu.. bt for 1 tin im sure… i dn like it.. i dn knw juz bcoz its 2 big n i guess.. wel.. n also mani tin 2 settle i guess.. wel there wil sure b more prob on e way.. wel.. juz wait for it…….
anyway old icu wil always b in memories..
time reali waits for no man…. wel.. date due for assignment is gtin nearer… wel wat 2 do.. its my duty 2 gt tin done.. so.. better b serious n gt e tin done…
wel.. im reali gtin lazier.. mani tin r nt done e way it should be… wel.. better gt ready n do e best….
wel… sometimes i reali felt tired n sian.. bt wat 2 do… in searchin for hapiness.. tis is wat i hav 2 give in…..
eeyore is back.. bt den havnt seen him yet.. wel.. anyway i had reali gave up e past… mayb wen we c each other.. it wil juz b as calm as b4……
miss eeyore??? i dn tin so.. no time for him..