tears in heaven………
January 7, 2006 by jkpooh
tis few days the weather is rainy n coolin.. wel.. dn reali had a chance 2 enjoy the weather coz had been workin morn e past 2 days…
wel.. i had reali tried my best 2 keep myself hapi and control my bad temper.. wel.. bt smtime as far as wk is consider its hard rt?? bt den tis 2 days wk had been quite ok for me.. at least i manage 2 go off on time tats e best rt?? wel. bt den 2day was a bad day… my mood is juz like e weather.. cloudy n rainy… in fact i rained 2….. wel.. if nt wrong its my 1st time cryin in e ward.. i hope there wil nt b a 2nd 1…. bt den its juz uncontrollable.. e tears juz burst.. wel… lucky i managed to adjust e feelin back soon enough…. if nt wel.. onli i knw..
wel.. i knw we cnt reali do much tin for her.. the v best tin would b nt 2 disturb her… wen she is ready she wil b….
of coz being a nurse for these period of time i should b able to handle emotion well enough.. bt den i admit i cnt.. esp wen tear is concern…most of e time i had no control over it… tats y it juz rolled dwn my cheek so easily……
wel…. i was sad.. over wat happen 2day.. wel.. i knw i wont tin n let it bothers me….
wel.. on e other hand i should b hapi 2 see eeyore rt?? yeah.. he is juz as irritatin as ever….
take care my loved 1… i loved n bless u all…….
