its reali normal 2 b busy workin in icu.. bt den its reali so long or mayb would i say its e 1st time we had 2 nurses 2 1 patient… wel.. its cn also tel hw bad e patient is rt??
wel.. i didnt expect tat leavin cticu for so long n i had a chance 2 touch wat is belonged to cticu… wel.. its nt my 1st time hearin abt ECMO.. bt den its my 1st time in touch w it… nt onli tat.. i had 2 managed it.. wel.. of coz its so scary.. coz e sight of it puts me down.. nt onli tat.. e stress tat pple r givin u also turns me dwn.. bt den wat 2 do.. i juz hav 2 accept it.. bt den i reali thx god tat i had a gd partner hand in hand.. we make tins work smoothly.. wel… at least we r so focused w our own patient.. thou we knw we cnt do much for him.. bt den for sure wat had done wat we could for him..
last night as usual we took back e patient.. bt we accept it.. coz being more familiar w ECMO we r nt so worried.. bt den wen u see e patient u reali feel is it all worth?? wel.. i reali dn knw.. even CK was sayin wat we had done is all e rest is 2 leave it all 2 god.. so .. we shall juz see… mayb after my 3 days off.. he wil b free frm sufferin…
so sian.. so long didnt see him.. at least ytd n tis mornin i gt 2 see him.. wel… juz waitin for him 2 cm back.. soon?? i also dn knw..
wel wel.. time is reali short.. so i wil hav 2 grab hold of e limited time.. n do my best.. wel.. reali gettin lazy bt wat 2 do.. i juz hav 2 do wat im suspose 2 do rt???
wel.. heard smtin abt eeyore..wel.. although i dn reali knw e issue clearly bt den i wish him gd luck.. wel.. smtime reali pity him coz he is always so busy.. wel.. jia you n take care eeyore..
pooh is reali gtin 2 wk hard.. jia you…
