moody me…..
August 24, 2006 by jkpooh
wel.. juz dn knw wat is happenin 2 me… wel.. is it bcoz im juz 2 tired or wat?? 2day i was reali reali moody…. could it b work 2?? wel.. mayb tats juz part of it.. reali had no motivation at work.. wel.. wat 2 do… amm could it b also my late night sleep?? amm nt reali late.. juz nt enough i guess.. n also its juz e day of e month?? yeah i guess it also contributed 2 my crappy mood… wel.. i juz hate it bt its uncontrollable… wel.. i dn knw juz dn feel like doin anytin is e best bah..
wel.. draggin my weary soul 2 wk is e hardest tin 2 do.. bt i had no choice.. given a choice i wouldnt want it rt???
at work… it juz pissed me off… e drs esp.. wel.. im nt at fault.. bt y its seems tat im am.. n e busy ward… wel. nt reali e busyness bt juz e system n e flow turns me totally dwn.. wel.. e last min transfer was e worst.. wel.. onli those who knw wil knw wat im tokin.. wel.. no more elaboration.. bt im juz sian.. hw would it b 2mrw?? i dn knw n i dn wish 2 tin.. oh.. another tin at work is definitely contributin 2 my stress level.. wel.. although she is nt here yet bt i cn reali sense it…. wel.. who cn help me?? i dn knw.. let juz wait n see.. mayb its juz time for me 2 leave 2?? yah mayb…
wel wel…. myself?? im stil searchin e inner self.. wel.. i had lots of tin waitin for me 2 do.. at im juz 2 tired.. i juz hope i could close my eyes n slp for 1 2 days.. hw great would tat b den.. ya fat hope onli.. wel.. mayb i should juz try it 1 day?? yes..
strange.. i guess im slowly used 2 days without him.. wel.. i had 2.. even my mind is nt so actively abt him.. wel.. isnt tat great?? bt i knw he is strugglin 2.. wel. .so juz hope everytin wil b over soon n lookin forward til tat day comes….
ammmm i reali v sian.. cn any1 cheer me up??? even my anti depressant is losin effect.. oh my god.. mayb i nd e spritually support.. hai.. its time nw…
