being hapi???
September 22, 2006 by jkpooh
hw 2 b hapi?? wel.. or mayb wat is e definition of hapi?? wel.. smhw i reali dn knw.. wel… i guess at tis point of time im searchin for my hapiness in life.. b it work… love n everytin….its tirin n hard.. bt if i decided 2 give it all up.. den i guess i wil lose my direction in life n everytin wil b gone.. yes.. wel.. future.. wat is it.. n where is it.. it reali seem so far….of coz im nt sayin tat at tis moment of time im unfortune or unhapi.. coz 2 compare 2 mani others.. i had lots of wat pple dn hav.. families,friens.. n mani more.. bt mayb its juz human nature tat u wil nv b contented n always wantin for more.. yes?? is it wat is all abt?? i dn knw.. mayb yes…..
workin is so tirin.. i juz finished 2 terrible night.. wel.. it seem tat nights nowaday r nt enjoyable.. yes definitely n it also hav 2 depend on ur team members… sad.. no1 is abt 2 give their hearts 2 lend u a hand… as long as they finish their work.. who care if e others r strugglin.. of coz pple r all selfish.. includin me.. at time i also wish 2 juz sit dwn n dn care abt others… bt den 2 mani others who reali knw wat is right or mayb whose conscious rules them wil nv do tis… smtime i reali hate it bt wat cn we do?? juz hav 2 pray hard tat we cn finish our own tin n of coz 2 provide my patients e best care tat i could.. even smtime 2 e expense of our time.. i guess tat enough… wel….. frankly speakin i was frustrated n angry initially last night.. in fact im reali reali tired.. so mani tins 2 do.. physically n mentally tired….bt den i reali gald coz at e end of e day i felt tat i had all my work.. mayb nt perfectly done.. bt i had done it all.. bt leavin any over for e nex shift make me reali hapi….. juz dn bother 2 much abt whether pple do help u or nt.. as long as u cn cope n finish watever within ur means.. by all means.. anyway poor tin onli e 2 of us didnt go for break.. bt den its ok.. coz its over… jiayou….
wel.. finali his exam r over.. n of coz as wat expected…. he passed… guess he if hapi.. is time 2 relaz?? or gtin ready for e nex comin part 2?? wel.. i also dn knw.. had nt see him yet after exam.. he is always wkin smwhere else.. if nt on call on e wrong day…. wel… if we meet we will.. if nt.. den we wont.. anyway leave it all 2 god..
wel.. so tired.. 2mrw its a long day for me.. wel.. guess my process of searchin hapiness is reali tough bt who cares.. coz as long as i jiayou.. i wil b able 2 do it rt?? yeah.. wish me all e best..
best wishes…
