i hate workin….
October 9, 2006 by jkpooh
oh my god.. i dn knw y recently i juz hate work.. oh please.. save me.. i dn wan 2 b so negative.. bt den it juz cnt help it… i dn feel hapi esp wen im wkin.. is it bcoz im juz 2 tired w wk?? ironically i dn like tis 12 hour shift..
wel. wel.. had always wanted 2 go back 2 12 hour shift after i came back from adv dip.. coz it always seem we had lots of off days.. bt den in e actual fact.. in tis horrible place…. 12 hour juz dn seem 2 work out wel… its so busy v day.. workin 1 8 hour shift cn reali kills.. 1 12 hour day shift is worst… n 2 make tin even worst….. 2 day shift wil juz shorten my life faster…. ytd was a bad day.. nt enough staff so more gt so mani mcs.. wel.. reali dn tin tis 12 hour wil last long… we should juz wait n see…. oh.. back 2 it.. i was called back 2 wk… reali dn knw am i being kind or stupid.. i went back… n i regretted.. practically i was like a persn without soul.. v v tired.. n by afternoon i was practically wkin without tinin.. lucky i took 2 chronic patients who juz nd 2 basic nursing care… bt den its juz as tirin w those turnin, suctionin n tidyin.. bt den i reali grateful tat i managed 2 make my patient look reali neat n tidy.. nt onli tat my bedspace was also so neat.. it so rare of me.. bt den it reali make me feel great…. reali hav 2 compensate tis 2 make me feel workin is great… wel wel.
2day im off.. n i reali slept like i had nt sleep for 10 year… mayb bcoz i had nt been havin gd slp e past few days.. anyway 2mrw is another long day.. oh god pls save me.. give me e power… jiayou…..
2day went 2 look for info regardin trip.. oh my god.. hw wil it turn out 2 b.. havin bad feelin abt it.. wil it turn out well?? i dn knw juz bless me….
jiayou pooh… best wishes…
