into pooh’s world…………

wel wel.. past few days.. i had been grumblin, naggin… complainin… wel mainly abt work..wel mainly nt used 2 e shift i guess.. esp wen e ward was like hell.. so busy.. bt den reali had 2 b thankful tat e past 2 wk e consultant r superb great..appreciative n supportive… thx vijaya n CK… reali great havin u all around… i guess ur team member reali does contributed to ur mood of workin….. yes.. on e other hand i muz learn wat C say.. individualism… if i cn live without them helpin me.. den by all means dn disturb me… let me do my tins slowly e way i like.. wel.. anyway reali wan 2 thx those for bearin w me.. ventilatin.. for those who knw it or dn knw.. i reali wan 2 say thx.. u all had b a great help 2 me… reali i appreciate it…. wel.. guess nex mth wont hav tis prob.. coz back 2 e shift we had previously.. bt den.. on e other hand also hard.. coz lack of staffs=overwork…. so we shall juz see hw… most of us r beat… wil hw long tis cn last>> wel there r a few staffs comin.. bt so???

wel.. tinin abt them makes me tin of cici.. wel.. as a frien i wil feel sad for her.. as a co worker.. i tin mayb she came 2 a wrong place.. or mayb came at e wrong time… u knw hw hard is it for them 2 cm over here… n after so much of strugglin… off they r bein sent back home.. wat is ahead of her… who reali knws?? even she dn knw i tin.. wel.. had we been reali bad 2ward her>> i tin n i reali hope nt.. wel.. no matter wat i reali bless her.. wishin her all e best for her future…. b it where she is .. all e best cici.. wel.. seein tis make me reali had 2 put effort on my little gal.. wel.. bt it reali tough for me.. coz everytin i had 2 do.. where is e other teacher?? anyway i tin i nd a break after tis 1… coz im sian.. mayb im juz nt a gd teacher bah…

ytd was great.. i was so proud of myself.. i hope i could do better.. bt without practice i tin its reali difficult… wel. nvm jiayou.. i tin we could do it.. bt juz a blurhead.. i cn even forgt 2 bring my ic back.. ah my god.. so 2mrw no matter wat had 2 make a trip dwn..

was also talkin w zl abt e nex yr plan. haha.. excited.. thou it is stil more than half a yr.. bt den lots of plannin is needed… reali excited abt it.. lookin forward also.. hehe…

wel.. so sian 2 gt back 2 wk 2day.. its like i dn hav a off day.. wel… so e moment i step into ward i was like.. workin again.. sian.. see e whiteboard i was even sian.. bt den actuali b4 i entered icu… e moment i saw her i was like.. oh.. he is back again.. wel.. tis boy was out regular patient.. regular as in always came in icu.. bt den in fact he is oreali in a v bad shape each time he came in.. bt den e mother is always so hopeful… n of coz each time he is able 2 make it out of icu.. wel.. bt den out of icu doesnt means tat he is wel or wil gt wel.. for those who knws.. he wil nv b able 2 make it out of hosp.. mayb yes e onli 1 way out.. tats also e ultimate way.. of coz… its reali hard for e loved 1 esp parents.. wel.. although im nt a parent myself…bt try putin urself in their shoes… how would u feel?? no1 cn tel hw they feel onli if u r e 1 experiencin it i guess.. wel.. its reali hard.. wel.. no matter wat.. as wat ping had say.. hopefuli 1 fine day they wil come 2 term..n stop him from all e sufferin.. let him b free n b bless…

e 2 patients tat i took 2day was so totally different.. wel.. both in their 80s.. 1 cheerful chatty bt a bit irriatin patient who was a Dr… e other a moody, depressed old lady.. wel.. nursing e 2 of them make my mood swing frm e top 2 e bottom….

a pt with bipolar disorder.. he is reali irriatin initially.. coz he kept askin me for tin n he is so messy.. i hate messy patient.. it juz make me feel tat i had nt been doin my work.. tats y my patient is so messy.. wel.. anyway..after nursin him for a while.. i fin him v cute.. nt as irriatin as i had 1st tot.. wel.. juz a bit unique in his own way.. wel. anyway he had made my day a brighter 1…

wel on e other hand my poor auntie.. she is a poor lookin auntie.. wel.. hw 2 describe.. she look so cute yet so miserable.. i reali wonder she understand wat i say at time?? wel.. i guess she is super bored… wel. i guess if she could she would hav jumped out of e bed or even window 2 get away frm us..

she look so cute yet pathetic…

juz like tis.. wel.. nursing make me grey.. bored?? mayb.. she juz dn like my face.. oh yes mayb.. hehe.. so sad… wel.. anyway reali thankful i had e balance of e 2.. wel. it make me feel nt 2 bad at e end of day..

oh.. 2day is 13 e fri.. oh.. wel. so far it was stil a nt 2 bad fri.. so.. thankful….

i juz saw eeyore friendster pic.. wah guess he muz b v hapi w his e other half.. bless them.. best wishes….strange no feelin abt it.. well guess overall its juz a sweet crush..

oh.. nearly forgotten tat i gt my 1st CC ytd.. wel..  although ntin special bt juz felt hapi… hehe… juz used it juz nw… wel..

so hapi its more or less confirm so juz look 4ward 2 tat day.. it should b fun rt??

wel.. guess i had reali blog a lot 2day.. yes.. lettin watever out is juz so nice.. wel.. n of coz onli those who r interested wil den cm in here.. thx pals..

bless me.. 2mrw cn i see him?? wel.. dn knw leh.. anyway i doesnt reali matter 2 me nw.. coz i love myself more than i love him… yes.. tats e way gal..

jiayou….