belated saddness…. im nt retarded.. bt juz dn wan 2 feel it…
December 16, 2006 by jkpooh
so tired… after wkin 2 night.. wel.. i would say e both night were gd.. coz we had gd khakis.. rt?? yes. i tin we had.. at least nt 2 busy.. tats e most impt… yes..
fri.. finali it was e big day for hy…. had waited tis day for long bah….anyway she dn nd us 2 help out in e morn.. wel.. also gd bah.. so after a few hours of slps.. i gt ready n reach e hotel earlier w e few of e gals.. coz we nd 2 help her out w e dinner part.. i would say i was fun.. overall.. anyway we took quite a number of pics.. so hapi.. hehe.. (as if i got married) ..
wel.. hapi tat gt M…. so make our shoppin day hapier.. bt den wen we reach there.. oh my god.. reali wan 2 faint… reali felt tat tat place was lousy.. i shouldnt comment 2 much juz in case i gt wrack by pple.. anyway enjoyed spendin money.. bt den dn enjoyed waste e time waitin….
suddenly i felt sad… amm e sad is v delayed reacted… i dn knw is it bcoz i was 2 tired or juz tat i dn feel anytin for him.. bt den i told H i actuali do care… wel.. since i oreoli knw tis.. i tin i wil b sad for a while.. mayb yes mayb no.. bt den i tin i wil gt back 2 my strong self.. n nt 2 hav anytin 2 do w… i guess e lesser i tin abt it.. e better i wil feel.. feel like cryin nw.. bt den no tears seems 2 come.. wel.. wil it come?? i dn knw..
im nt retarded… juz i wan 2 feel it..