into pooh’s world…………

its rainin again….. it had been raining for e past 2 days… heavy rain smmore… it was juz like hw my mood was… sure a coincidence…. it is juz like e sky was cryin for me.. wel… actuali its ntin serious bah.. im juz like diggin a hill out of a mole….wel.. im seldom so glummy… most of my frien knw tat im most of e time positive…. sudden all my charges r lost.. dn knw.. its was juz discharged in a second…. after 2 days of reflection i tryin 2 gt out of it.. wel.. esp after ytd… thx e few friens… we had gd time.. although e rain did spolit a bit… bt its ok….

den out of a sudden i heard a quite shockin news… it was reali sad i guess… bt den it make me realised tat wat i had been thru is reali ntin.. unable 2 compare 2 wat had happen 2 them…

he is juz so young.. 21yr old if im nt wrong… n she being a mother is reali a v nice persn.. nt those who r nasty 1… bt y.. he muz suffer frm tis.. adv CA… at tis prime year of life.. y y… although being a nurse for tis few year allow me 2 b more acceptive 2 life and death.. bt den.. wen thing happen 2 pple ard u.. it always makes u pause 2 wonder.. y???

i reali stupid.. i had a complete family.. mother n father… sister n brother-in-law… a cute niece who always bring me fun n joy.. cousins… n nt forgtin my closest n dearest frien who wil always b there wen i nd them.. i should b a v hapi gal.. i had money 2 spen as i wish.. i had e health 2 do watever i wan… yes.. mayb e onli tin im lack of tis moment is a relationship.. bt wats e big deal.. im sure u cn live my life without him.. afterall.. its ntin… den y should i b so stupid.. if i cnt gt e kin of hapiness.. den i should seek for other kin of hapiness.. yes.. i should b like tat.. being glummy n negative wont gt e prob solved…

so juz like e weather.. i wil b sunny soon.. juz wait n see….

wel..its difficult for me.. esp wen i see her… bt den i promised.. wel mayb 2 no1 bt myself… i wil b better.. n hapier… yes.. pooh cn sure do it.. coz im a positive pooh.. yes.. jiayou..