into pooh’s world…………

wel.. after 2 days of off day 2day have 2 wk long day loh… wel…… no complain lah….. bcoz of tis deg…. Juz have 2 endure…. Soon it wil b over rt?? Hai… 2mr off den another long day…. Aiyo…jiayou jiayou…tats e onli way I cn motivate myself bah…..

Wel… 2day is nt onli tiring… its reali taxin for me…. Not onli physically but also emotionally….

2day I took tis pt… although is juz 1 pt… bt den e task is juz non stop…..

juz took over den tube e pt… den refer 2 so mani diff team… bcoz of her skin condition is so bad….. god… I had nt seen such bad skin condition for such long time…

so since I long day so juz take my time 2 finish my stuff….. oh no den e afternoon is reali terrible….

After referal to so mani team I finali had e chance 2 do e back dressing n tidy my patient…

I had planned 2 spend at least 1 hr in w her 2 do her back dressing… bt I had reali nt expect tin 2 b so bad……

My 2 assistant reali had a hard time helpin me… wel.. turnin her is a reali tough job becoz… her skin is so bad tat wen u touch it wil come out.. so e onli tin we could cm in contact w is e ‘flesh’ without e skin…. Wel…. It is nt juz 1 small area… bt den e whole entire back…,. E skin is gone…. God… hw on earth am I suspose 2 do e dressing???

E dressing tat was recommended is also a disaster….. it does not reali stick wel 2  e wound.. instead it kept sticking 2 my glove… I was reali frustrated…. Partly bcoz of e intense dressing… bt mainly im emotionally affected….

Im affected by e wound….. I had nv in my nursing life faced such a big n bad wound………. Bt tat is nt e main reason…

E main reason is bcoz I feel v helpless n painful……… I wont describe hw e pt is.. bt juz imagine wen u cut ur finger hw painful is it??? If ur pain score is 1 out of 10…. Den juz imagine tat my pt pain score is 100 x of tat…..

E little morphine reali does her ntin much… so thx TW for givin e extra anaglesic…. I reali hope tat I had help her a bit… while I was doin e dressin I was also v helpless coz I reali dn knw if I had done a gd dressing…. Im reali sure I had nt coz e complexity is reali a big hinder…. Bt as wat I had told e rest… tis is reali e best I could do for her….

Wel.. bad tin wil come altogther…. 2 make my situation (or I would say my patient situation worst… ) e IA line had 2 come out… bcoz of e skin peeled out……. Goodness….   Hw 2 set a IA line…. I reali wanted 2 cry… bt I didn’t coz I reali dn hav time for it…. So after spendin 1 n half hour in there tryin my best help her.. I finali make her more presentable…. Wel.. I spent another half hr in there 2 assist IA line insertion… wel… lucky TW is reali a nice persn.. no temper.. mayb like D… hw I wish all dr would b like them… so nice 2 nurses… den I guess we wil b reali blessed… wel…

After all e trouble… den I had lots of replacements n medications 2 give…. Start IVIG smmore……..i had reali tried my v best nt 2 blow my top… although nt 2 successful.. bt den I would tin tat its nt 2 bad.. I didn’t shouted at any1 2day wen I told I wil.. I had nt scolded any1 unnecessarily.. except jokinly 2 uncle Ooi…….

Cn imagine 12 hr shift I had onli chance 2 go toilet n relieve myself twice.. so unhealthy… lucky I always hav my bottle of water w me 2 keep myself hydrated…….

Wel… anyway finali had tahan n survived my shift… thx godness tat I had passed over my pt 2 sm1 I most prefered…… thx gal.. if nt I reali dn knw wat time I cn go back.. bt den I reali hope I had nt miss out anytin…

Wel… after wk I keep my promise n make my way 2 Normantan for MJ farewell… wel… since im nt wkin 2mrw.. n also there is so mani pm gals gg so y nt……. Wel… stayed there for a while…. Had sm nice food.. n took quite a no of pics.. n den we left… so yx, joan, gian nt keen 2 go hm.. sm1 suggested 2 go coffee or ktv.. haha e ‘ktv’ woke me up… wel.. actuali I was reali beat n I wanted 2 go hm… bt den wen it come 2 singin anytin wil come second.. hehe.. so wen reached there at ard 10 tinin 2 juz singin for 2 hr……… in e end we sung til e end… wel.. initially… tot e rest wont enjoyed.. who knws.. joan n gian enjoyed so much tat they even stood up on e sofa 2 sing.. so high.. haha.. we sung mani diff songs.. well… all these songs r those tat I nv had chance 2 sing w e usual ktv gang.. wel.. nevertheless… I reali enjoyed myself v v v much…..

I hope we wil hav our ktv session again.. hehe…

2day is reali a vv tiring day for me.. bt den I had also enjoyed myself 2 compensated my tiredness…….. hehe…..bt den wen im reali reali tired I stopped 2 tin…….. is all these all worthwhile afterall???

Wel I reali dn knw……

Juz heard frm sm1 tat e pt is gone…wel.. I knw she wil b.. bt den I reali feel sad… dn knw hw 2 describe.. bt den I tin it wil juz b a relief for her…..