into pooh’s world…………

Its mothers’ day again.. wow.. so fast 1 year past liao.. as usual we wil hav dinner at e same place.. didnt buy any tin for mum.. coz my practice is 2 give money… wel.. nt tat im nt sincere.. bt den tats e most practical.. coz mum hav everytin… n everytin i buy she wil keep n nt use.. she always say use nex time.. bt den i wil always c e tin kept nicely there.. wel.. i dn knw is tat all e mother wil do.. bt den tats wat my mum wil definitely do…..

buy her wallet she wil keep.. den ask her y dn wan 2 use she say hers is stil in gd condition nex time den use…

buy her bag.. she wil use once in a blue blue moon.. v blue moon loh…

buy clothing.. she dn like my taste..

buy watches she wil also say e same.. keep…

buy her jewelleries also keep..

keep keep.. everytin keep.. so me n sis cm 2 conclusion.. money is e money practical for her.. so she cn use e money in her own way.. even wan 2 keep also cn loh..

actuali dn nd 2 wait til mothers day den nd 2 buy tins loh… anyway constantly we r buyin tins for her.. dn nd 2 wait til birthday or Mothers’ day.. if she nd hp i wil gt for her.. anyway lucky my mother v easily satisfated.. haha dn nd x n fanciful hp.. simply 1 is enough for her.. haha..

n its actuali easy for us.. coz mum bd is near 2 mothers day.. so 1 stone kill 2 birds.. keke…

wel.. bt of coz watever r juz materalisatic.. e love n care is e most impt…

my mother cooks for me wenever i request… she might nt b e best cook.. bt den as long as its cook by her n tin i dn hate i wont reject.. anyway she knw my taste n pattern more den any1 else….

she is e 1 who cn tolerate all my laziness n untidness…

she used 2 control me like a freak.. which i reali hate.. mayb coz i was stil so young then… nw i grew up… e freedom i had is wat i yearn for.. bt den 2ward her i stil feel like a little girl.. smtime wen we go out i wil cling on her n hold her hand… (e feelin is great loh…) smtin tat make my niece jealous… haha.. coz she wil say tat mama belong to her.. haha.. silly girl.. who cares hw old u r… 2 ur mother u r always a kid who nv grow up… haha.. tats y smtin im so willful… wel no matter wat.. i wont b who i am without my mum… i thank n love her.. i might nt hav much 2 offer her.. e onli tin i could afford 2 give is wat i could provide… n my lots of loves n concern.. n of coz my blessin n prayers 2 nt onli her.. bt all my dearest family members n my loved 1…

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i didnt hav a gd slp.. coz i was woken by e thunder storm.. crazy.. at 4 plus.. its e best time 2 slp loh.. precious.. esp wen i had onli a few hr 2 slp… y muz do tis 2 me.. i stil managed 2 wake up on time.. bt den e weather is super nice 2 cont ZzzzZZz loh.. i reali dragged myself 2 dress up n gt out….. sob sob.. at e bus stop w so few pple.. i hate wkin am on wkend… bt den also hate 2 wk pm.. Nite also hate.. basically hate wkin on wkend…. wel.. back 2 e busstop.. oh my goddness… all i wish is e bus 2 cm faster so i catch a wrink on e bus.. at least better den ntin.. bt den… e stupid bus came after 25min of waitin.. i nearly freaked out… reali.. hate it.. i knw im gg 2 b late.. bt den i was juz on time.. bt den i had tis bad habit.. esp wen i dn hav enough slp in e morn.. i dn like 2 talk n smile.. so pple wil tend 2 wonder wats wrong w me… wel.. 2 all out there… there is ntin wrong w me.. tats my mornin syndrome.. tat make me hate 2 percept gals in e morn.. coz i had 2 force myself 2 talk n smile… wel lucky 2day i took a pt… dialysis pt.. (wow long time nv take dialysis liao loh)- lucky?? haha.. coz nowadays chances were given 2 e rest for them 2 practice n gt themselves competent.. so they could take over us.. yes.. take over us is e word bah..

oh entered e pt rm i was so grumpy… had 2 communicate a bit w e pt… coz pt is quite alert.. bt den i was reali v slow in doin my task…reali took my own sweet time… assess pt.. give med.. n e best part.. tidy e whole room…. goddness.. i reali dn understd.. y pple cn work in such messy environment… of coz im nt sayin tat tidiness is e 1st priority……….. bt den at least at e end of ur shift u should at least make e environment neat n tidy… wel wel.. its nt juz 1 or 2 persn.. of coz im nt tryin 2 say hw neat im… in fact im a v messy gal 2 start w.. wen i was stil v junior i had complain frm senior nt 1 bt a few commentin im a v messy gal.. my pt bed space is v messy… i rem i was v v sad wen i heard e comment.. coz i actuali didnt realised tat 2 gt my job reali done wel.. i also hav 2 take notice of e surrounding.. bt den of coz w all these comments b it gd or bad.. i reali learn.. at least nw i wil reali try my best 2 complete my wk n hand over a neat n tidy pt 2 e nex colleague… anyway i had a gd time tis morn coz round finish fast… as usual tis wk consultant given as so mani dialysis pt… bt den so far so gd.. nex wk wil b FG…. hope he cn bring e census dwn bah..

2mrw im nite again… tired.. bt den at least i cn slp til 1pm.. tats e onli tin i lookin forward… bt den after tat i had so mani tins 2 b done…. was lookin thru e roster n realised tat nw there is onli 1 trained staff on nite.. goddness.. smmore junior r taggin on w us on nite.. sian leh.. 2mrw nite w 3 junior.. smmore 1 1st time on nite.. goddness.. i reali muz spend my time hand in hand w her.. wel wel.. hope wen my perceptee is doin nite.. i wil hav a better time…

wel wel.. nvm… everytin wil b fine.. bless me…