into pooh’s world…………

Life is fragile….. tis is smtin i had it deep in my mind.. wenever a pt die.. i wil remind myself 1 more.. nv 2 short change myself.. live my life 2 e fullest. . n b as hapi as poss

had took care of a young pt.. amm 1 yr younger than me… he came frm indonesia for treatment.. bt den v unfortunely.. he is in v bad shape wen he reached singapore.. so even op cn onli guarantee him 10% survival… however.. family stil wan 2 bet on tis 10%… go ahead….. expected.. he came out v v sick..

w v high inotropes (med to maintain blood pressure…) in fact without e med there wil b no blood pressure..

so wen we received him frm Op on tues he was reali ill… had did so much for him.. even started him on dialysis… it took us reali long 2 settled him.. so finali allow e families to come in n see coz they had reali been waitin for long..

e nex day wen we came… he is stil v ill in fact he is worst.. on even higher dosage of inotropes… on HFOV… dialysis.. n mani others med… n e worst is.. he is gtin more swollen.. gosh… wen e mother saw his face.. she broke dwn.. she juz do nt wan 2 see him.. she is reali reali sad…. poor mother.. wel.. after 24hr of intensive treatment.. everytin seem nt workin for him.. had prepared e family for e worst.. he might juz go anytime… so we wil nt do anytin in case he were 2 detoriate…

i knw he is gg anytime.. so i am reali nt 2 hopeful for him 2 turn ard.. e onli tin i could do is 2 allow e family 2 spend more time w him if poss..

who knws.. e father mother n brother decided 2 go back 2 hotel for a wash up n change of clothing since they had been w e pt e past whole day..

they left e hosp ard 5 bah… so ard 6 plus i notice tat e pt wasnt doin good.. i went out 2 search for e families onli saw e cousin ard.. e parents n bro werent ard.. i had a bad feelin.. they might nt b able to make it 2 see his last breath… true enough… v shortly after.. his heart juz gave way.. n flat.. 0 beat…. n dr decided ntin 2 b done for him…

it was reali sad.. ard 30min later e parent den arrive.. they were in shock.. mayb they nv expect 2 cm back n seein e corpse…. wel.. it was reali sad.. we had den complete e care for him.. by doin e last office n make him e most presentable 2 e family.. of coz.. he is juz 2 swollen 2 b seen.. i guess e mother wil sure b v devasted..

it was reali a sad case.. coz e condition he had is ischaemic bowel.. e presentin symptom is onli… abdominal pain n nausea.. so common sign n symptom.. its a condition v diff 2 pick up in e early stage of e disease… so most of e time wen pt came in 2 hosp its oreoli v seriously ill..

kind of sad coz e pt is onli 26 yr… wel.. of coz.. in my line i had seen so mani cases.. bt den as a human i definitely stil hav feelin 2ward e pt n families….

bt den nt 2 gt 2 attached.. it juz make me emphasize tat life is reali fragile.. u reali cnt expected wat wil happen 2 u e nex min.. so always treasure wat u had.. n enjoyed ur life 2 e fullest..

juz like wat i am doin..

had a gd session of singin.. so wat if juz 3 of us… e most impt is we had great time singin.. hehe.. although we were all tired.. n best part.. hav 2 thx bro.. he is so tired… bt den without complain stil drive me home.. reali thx u..i appreciated it k..

i am lovin myself……. enjoyin my singin nw.. keke…

blessed life..