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13^th nov

Tis is definitely nt e 1^st time we cried 2gther.. I tin if I had nt rem wrongly.. when we were child.. we had definitely cried 2gther mani time.. ammm over wat incident I nv rem… mayb e most recent 1 would b .. during ah Gong’s funeral bah.. tat would b e onli memory I would had on us cryin 2gther…

Last Nite.. its e 1^st time we hug 2gther n cried… …. ….

I tin we reali spent 10min cryin??

I am reali glad I was ard wen u needed e shoulder.. my shoulder nice rt?? I seldom offered it 2 any1 u knw?? Its bcoz its u.. tats y u got it..

Wel… I dn knw if I had did any help.. bt den I tin I reali did rt?? At least sm1 2 cry w u wil make u cry out louder???? Juz cried… rem.. I say.. as long as it makes u feel gd.. juz cry out..

 

Sm1 said tat he always lookin 4ward 2 readin my blog.. amm I tin bcoz e past 1 mth blog involved 2 much of him.. tats y he enjoyed bah.. wel wel.. hope after everytin u stil hav e habit of reading my blog 2 keep urself updated w my stuffs…

Oh.. tokin abt blog.. I received an Sms frm Aileen tis pm… she was so sweet.. she actuali did read my blog… n knwin tat my rollercoaster emotion.. she actuali drop me a v simple sms.. n it juz shwin her care n concerns plus blessins.. so sweet n nice..

I juz smilez wen I saw e msg.. n instantly I felt tat a simple msg could brighten my tired day n bring a smilez 2 my face.. n make me realized n felt..

Hapiness is actuali v simple… n its juz so impt 2 count on our blessins.. so I 4warded e msg 2 a few of my frien whom I care.. wel… at least most of them responded except tis particular 1.. anyway oreoli knew it.. he is always like tis.. so . nvm.. cnt b bothered 2 much..

Finali… bro’s prob is settled.. reali glad..

I reali hope tat u had found ur happiness.. n reali happi.. n of coz I wil b v v hapi for u…

Dn wori.. sis wil always b ard… n I promised.. I wil also b v hapi..

 

My dear sis… I knw u r also v hapi nw.. reali glad for u 2..

Knw tat u also hav ur own prob 2 handle.. I knw u cn handle it wel.. bt dn 4gt.. sis wil always b smwhere out here 4 u.. juz a call away..

of coz this 1 mth plus 2 mani tins happened..n of coz it juz happened 2 fast… wel..

 

B it gd or bad.. I tin we should stil b thxful ..

Thx for e chance 2 make us go thru hardship…. Sadness… unhappiness.. in order 2 realised n appreciate e beauty of happiness… contentment… n gratitude ……….

 

How mani a time we wanted more… a bit more money.. a bit more this .. a bit more tat.. n we actuali miss out those simple tins.. tat we had always taken it for granted..

Hapiness… smtime tat u dn hav 2 use money 2 pay for…. Such a simple tin yet.. we nv realized it had always b ard us.. juz tat we nv stop 2 look at it n reali appreciate its presence????

 

Tis moment.. I am hapi.. contented… of coz at time I stil fin a bit bit down.. bt den.. I wil nt 4gt n neglect e happiness tat is juz ard e corner.. easily accessible which onli depend urself whether u wan 2 gt it or nt..

 

15^th nov (5am)

Last nite 3 of us decided to go for drinks.. I had promised them I wil accompany them no matter wat… I knw they r all nt hapi…

We decided on Halo Bar.. near.. a place we cn drink n also sing (4 me lo)… so we started drinkin.. hai.. I hate beers.. bt den.. nvm I juz drink.. in e end.. I was challenged by them.. so in order to make them hapi.. I drank… in fact.. tis is e 1^st time in my life drinkin so much beer.. I hate e taste of beer.. wel.. bt den.. I drank… 2 them its nt a lot. bt 2 me.. its consider quite a lot… haiz..

Anyway I dn knw y.. is it bcoz I see them so sad.. or its juz e effect e beer.. I became sad.. I broke dwn… tears juz rolled dwn my cheeks.. rolled rolled.. dwn.. I totally broke dwn.. felt so sad.. hai.. cried bcoz of..

-          I tin mainly e beers…

-          Den.. my closest friend n cousin…were sad… even u all dn nd 2 tel.. I knw..

-          Becoz of… juz a bit… yes I didn’t wan 2 deny.. sm part of memories cm back.. or wen I was listenin 2 e song.. sm flashed back… I knw definitely not bcoz of him.. (broken my promises… coz I reali did cried a bit coz H.. ) nobody believed me.. im sad.. bt den I believed myself..

Wel.. bt its so shiok 2 cry.. mayb coz of e beer.. bt.. pls dn do it 2 often.. e taste of e beer Is reali.. nt nice..

Wel… we left e pub ard 1 plus.. n we did reali crazy tin..mayb wil onli do wen u r drunk or high..

We juz sat along e road.. (of coz no1 ard.. ) n sing… of coz I sung mani mani song.. mani meaningful 1.. n once again I broke dwn in tears.. reali cried.. for no reason.. bt certain song reali cn make u cry like mad… hai, stupid.. bt den.. we were all 2 tired 2 move.. in e end.. we left e place at 2 plus… didn’t knw where 2 go.. wen 2 mac.. was so tired bt den.. didn’t knw wat 2 do..

in e end.. causally msg a friend.. knwin tat he would nt cm.. bt den wel.. in e end he came 2 fetch us.. we reali appreciated his act.. smmore he said he was on bed liao…so sori for disturbin.. bt den.. wel..a big thx frm al of us.. thx u….

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i am reali tired.. bt den no matter wat.. i was sure stay by u all wen u all nd me… Wel… I rem i juz wan my friends 2 b v v v v hapi.. promised.. k k k  k k